I have been trying to figure out a term or term that defines my queerness and I just can't find one exactly, and I think thats ok, I have never been one for trying to define ones self into one group.
sit down and have ☕️ with this “new” 🏳️🌈
I have been trying to figure out a term or term that defines my queerness and I just can't find one exactly, and I think thats ok, I have never been one for trying to define ones self into one group.
Finding my new community, this is something that I want so very deeply, but it is ending up to be harder than I thought. I am not a very outgoing person, not shy, just introverted. I have been trying to follow more queer IG accounts, which is making me feel more like I belong and have connection, but that is only filling a small gap. I have a couple queer “friends”, I put friends in quotes because they are more my partners friends and not mine, but they haven't been engaging in my coming out. This kinda confirms for me that they just don't like me, which has really bummed me out, because I liked them. I could go out but my current life is so busy I just don't have the free time to, but maybe as the temperatures warm up and I am doing more outdoor things that might happen. 🤞
I recently came out as queer on social media (IG), officially, I had for a while indicated that I was queer 🏳️🌈 on my profile. I didn't come out to all my followers, I had created a separate account where I was going to post more private stuff, and I made a couple posts there. I only ended up having a small percentage of my regular followers follow that account, and only one person interacted with me on that post, which made me feel not very supported. I have since deleted that account. I do want to continue writing about this journey, but not so publicly, so here I am.